I need help, please

So I have a really serious problem. My whole family has been Christian for a very long time but I don't feel the same. So I just told my mother my beliefs a couple days ago and she hasn't spoken to me since. Not really... Just simple things like, "do you want anything" when she's going shopping. I thought this would make us a little closer what with all the honesty but really it's just made us further apart. I miss my mom and I don't know what to do. Someone give me some advice?

Intense News!!!!

Sup Bros! So over the weekend I cut a deal with a record company and get this! It's the same one that world famous rapper Eminem is associated with! And it you didn't notice already it's April fools and you have been fooled. :3 kthxbai! Have a nice day all of you and remember to comment :)

My Own Worst Enemy

It seems that i always end up hurting people. A lot of the time on purpose and then regretting it. But when they have been pushed away, I end up being hurt just as much as the other person. Sometimes more. I had a friend, I won't name her but she and I were best friends since day one. I loved showing her new things, bands that she'd never heard of, the emotion of simple poetry, and new improvements to us and our lives. But one day I had a fight with her about a band. It seems so stupid now but it swallowed our time then. She insisted that it was stupid and amateur while I thought they were so well thought out and interesting. This fight went on for about three days before I was the one who took it too far. I tried to apologize and make up for it but it was too late. She never spoke to me again. Because of a stupid little fight she ended up hating me for the rest of our years in the same school. I say "she" because I never hated or even disliked her. I was just so frustrated that she could be so selfish as to disregard our friendship and stop speaking to me. This ruined the last half of my eighth grade year. All of my other friends noticed everything I was feeling because I have such a hard time hiding my feelings. They eventually got fed up with me and moved on while I was still hurting from that day on till the middle of my freshman year at high school. I still look back on that fight and wonder if I could make it better. But if she found it that easy to walk out of my life like that, then I guess we never really were friends...

Thanks, comments, questions, concerns, answers please.

Get Thru This

People always say, "just get through this and you'll be okay" That is a LIE and the sad thing is that no one really understands the saying. Just getting through THIS? Is that what humanity has come down to? We just gotta get through life? Well I reject your reality and substitute my own! For my life, I will no longer get through anything! I will experience my life to the fullest! I will live, I will love, and I will cherish everything that I'm given! How about you? Are you willing to throw away getting through it all? I am.

Words of stupidity

Okay so I have NOT posted anything in a while for hope that I would get SOMETHING as a comment. You know like ANYTHING but whatever. Nothing can ruin my mood. \(//∇//)\ I just got in touch with an old friend and it just ohhhh! XD I live for these moments! Haha! But yeah so today's topic is Happy Places! Yay!!! Yea buddy! Uhn! Take that Tosh! ._. I dunno what that was for. So my happy place is back home in Massachusetts with all besties as we're waiting in line to go see the latest movie you know like that new one about people fighting with the faces and the yeah you know what I'm talkin bout right!? Member? You member! XD I'm so hyper right now... Super short blog! COMMENT OR I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN!!! Lol jk but seriously comment.... Please? ！(◎_◎;)TELL ME YOUR HAPPY PLACE!!!!

My Zimmy Story: intro

Hope for The Damned

Zim raked his hands over his face roughly trying to wake himself up. He hadn't been getting much sleep these days. From the base's defense system malfunctioning to the human Dib's regular antics. How long had this been going on? Weeks? Months? Years? It was all a blur now. He looked at his disguise pieces sitting on the end table next to his small bed. He sighed and put them on. Another day of Skool, "No wonder human children drop out." he thought sadly. He heard a pounding on the main floor followed by the Dib's voice demanding entrance.

"Zim, I know you're in there! Open the door!" he cried. Lately the human's voice had been like nails on a chalkboard to the poor Irken. Finally having finished dressing, Zim made his way downstairs, grabbing his bag, not bothering to eat. His PAK provided any nutrients he might need.
Opening the door, he brushed past a ranting Dib. The human seemed confused by the passive behavior but nonetheless followed behind talking about how he's taken pictures of Zim without his disguise. Zim looked at the sky and sighed, desperately missing the pinkish red skies of Irk. He thought about all he missed about his home and how hopeless his conquest seemed. Suddenly he felt his throat tightening and his face growing warm. Hot tears brimmed his eyes covered by blue contacts. He stopped in his tracks trying to regain control of himself.
Behind him, Dib had stopped walking and silently observed the alien. Before he could say anything, Zim turned and, in broad daylight, removed his disguise.

Tell me what you think so far! If I get some good feedback I'll continue the story! :)

Satanic Squirrel

Hi! okay so weird story as you can tell by the title. So, I was walking around my uncle's house which is really pretty! It's got a big maple tree and a swing for my little cousins. And I saw a black cat! And since I just love kitties (:3) I ran towards it which was probably a stupid thing to do T^T. Of course it ran away from me and I was sad. But then as it was running away, a squirrel ran at it and like headbutted the cat!!! I had never seen a squirrel with ninja powers until then! But it kept running at the cat and biting it and attacking it! I just stood there like WTF!? This squirrel was obviously no ordinary squirrel. It was a SATAN WORSHIPPER!!! Or maybe his gf just broke up with him and he was just so heartbroken that he wanted to just kill something to get his mind off of the deep dark hole in his little heart. All the while, the love of his life is probably hanging around some other squirrel with big muscles and a rubber ducky!!! ....you know what? I think I need to lie down. Uhhh.... Comment please. Where's my pillow? >_<

What The Balls?

Alrighty then, first time blogness. That looks like bologna.... Whatever. So the question of the day! What are you supposed to blog about? Who reads blogs? Other bloggers! That's right, I see you... no, not you, yes you! The one with the face. I would like to state that the mood of my blogs will usually depend on whatever music I'm listening to. Right now my musical influence is a mix of Avenged Sevenfold and 30 Seconds to Mars. Both are some of my favorite bands. Also, I am ecstatic whenever anyone comments or whatevers on anything I write! So spam away! Yeah buddy! Damn this is hard to type on an iPod... okay. Well that's all I wanted to say. Don't worry, this blog is only short because it's my first one. Now! As a question for anyone who reads this! If you could have a pet monkey... what would you train him/her to do!? comment plz love you loverly little circus peeps! Peace. \m/