My Own Worst Enemy

It seems that i always end up hurting people. A lot of the time on purpose and then regretting it. But when they have been pushed away, I end up being hurt just as much as the other person. Sometimes more. I had a friend, I won't name her but she and I were best friends since day one. I loved showing her new things, bands that she'd never heard of, the emotion of simple poetry, and new improvements to us and our lives. But one day I had a fight with her about a band. It seems so stupid now but it swallowed our time then. She insisted that it was stupid and amateur while I thought they were so well thought out and interesting. This fight went on for about three days before I was the one who took it too far. I tried to apologize and make up for it but it was too late. She never spoke to me again. Because of a stupid little fight she ended up hating me for the rest of our years in the same school. I say "she" because I never hated or even disliked her. I was just so frustrated that she could be so selfish as to disregard our friendship and stop speaking to me. This ruined the last half of my eighth grade year. All of my other friends noticed everything I was feeling because I have such a hard time hiding my feelings. They eventually got fed up with me and moved on while I was still hurting from that day on till the middle of my freshman year at high school. I still look back on that fight and wonder if I could make it better. But if she found it that easy to walk out of my life like that, then I guess we never really were friends...

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Get Thru This

People always say, "just get through this and you'll be okay" That is a LIE and the sad thing is that no one really understands the saying. Just getting through THIS? Is that what humanity has come down to? We just gotta get through life? Well I reject your reality and substitute my own! For my life, I will no longer get through anything! I will experience my life to the fullest! I will live, I will love, and I will cherish everything that I'm given! How about you? Are you willing to throw away getting through it all? I am.

Words of stupidity

Okay so I have NOT posted anything in a while for hope that I would get SOMETHING as a comment. You know like ANYTHING but whatever. Nothing can ruin my mood. \(//∇//)\ I just got in touch with an old friend and it just ohhhh! XD I live for these moments! Haha! But yeah so today's topic is Happy Places! Yay!!! Yea buddy! Uhn! Take that Tosh! ._. I dunno what that was for. So my happy place is back home in Massachusetts with all besties as we're waiting in line to go see the latest movie you know like that new one about people fighting with the faces and the yeah you know what I'm talkin bout right!? Member? You member! XD I'm so hyper right now... Super short blog! COMMENT OR I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN!!! Lol jk but seriously comment.... Please? ！(◎_◎;)TELL ME YOUR HAPPY PLACE!!!!